I moved away from Sydney for #mentalhealth reasons. which is really dumb because I might have left a big rat race but I left all the people that care about me, into the arms of the two most toxic people I know.
Anyway all my friends and siblings in sydney all organised a flight and accomodation for me, my ex boyfriend even sent me money to help out and they’re all putting on a big art and crafts party in camperdown park for me
wow I was dumb for leaving
sydney is home now
said to the coppers as they were taking me away the other night re. my mums bf “he hit me, he’s a dumb hick that can’t read and has no teeth’ and they both roared with laughter right in front of him HAHAHAH
I don’t feel bad for saying the things I did to my mum because they came from a place of truth. I feel bad for the timing, she didn’t deserve it. All of us kids have hatred and animosity towards her but I can’t help but empathise. I put it behind us and stayed with her, tried to support her but it all went to shit. I was the last kid that kept in contact with her and I think I just broke her. A petty part of me is helping me feel better by saying it’s just karma for the 5 lives she made and ruined. what I DO feel bad about is the fact that now she wants to run away, hide, stop trying to contact us and reject us as much as we’ve rejected her. She’s going to run away with her boyfriend who will say ‘ah choice luv’ and nod at anything but I can guarantee 100% he’s going to fuck off before the plan takes shape. He does it all the time. I think he wanted to do it once I got here because I could at least financially support my mum. He wanted to go but now I’m the one that is leaving and I don’t know how long he’s gonna hold on
oh man 2018 started off with a bang
I got too drunk n started mouthing off to my mum (I honestly don’t remember what the trigger is but it’s 23 years of pent up anger so whatever)
which then escalated into her bf hitting me
then they called the cops n I called the ambos because I was manic.
Cops showed up first and took me away in the dog box
I intentionally threw up in the dog box
paddy wagon stopped in the middle of nowhere and the coppers said they felt what they were doing was “inappropriate” (cops feel??? only towards young white girls in rural australia I guess) so they called me an ambulance
spent the night in fkn acute observation
realised the fuckn pyjama pants I drunkenly put on the night before had a big period stain on the back so I literally walked 30km from the hospital to not too far from my house (where I finnally got a lift) on no sleep no food, my limbs sore from fighting and a big ass blood stain on my ass
(it was painful but nice? got to explore the countryside from a new perspective, some cows walked along the fence with me for a while, it was cute)
this arvo when the rain clears up I’m going mushie picking and spending christmas day off chops in the middle of town, skating and wandering the empty streets
Apple has finally admitted they throttle older iPhones with iOS updates when they release a new model. As the battery degrades over time it’s no longer capable of providing as much power as the CPU needs to draw at peak performance and this can cause unexpected shutdowns so they’ve just been quietly slowing down their phones without disclosing it until now. Probably to encourage you to just buy a new phone for $1000 instead of having the battery replaced for $80.
Anyways if you’re able to replace the battery yourself iFixit sells a kit for $24.99
YOOOO I fuckin dramatically walked out on my retail job yesterday n today I have two new paid art projects
~I’m a driver, I’m a winner, things are gonna change for me, I can feel it ~~~
My job said they were gonna withhold my last paycheck until I gave the keys back so I sent them an email reminding them that besides this email from payroll, I’ve had no contact from anyone so technically I haven’t been fired, also you need to give me notice and attached all laws that stated that what they were doing was illegal